OOC Note: the following story was written by me, and agreed upon by myself and the player of Gideon's childe in the US Camarilla. Obviously enough, the only people who know all the details of this IC are me and her.
Stasya’s Embrace
A Vampire: the Requiem short story
[Monrovia, capital of Liberia]
[West Africa]
[July 2004]
Maybe in their own way all countries were the same, but Monrovia really was like being on a different planet. It wasn’t just the heat, the stifling humidity or the rampant disease that the populace seemed to take in their stride. It wasn’t simply the grim reality of being in the most AIDS-infested corner of the globe, where one in five were born infected and the natives were lucky if they lived to thirty years. It wasn’t even the sheer outlandishness of the city itself, a murky fortress of wood and stone in the middle of a war-torn jungle wasteland. It was the people, more so than anything else, which made this place so different to anything that FBI Operative Stasya Afanasii had ever known. They were all but born with guns in their hands, growing up in the ultimate climate of fear and oppression. This was a country where saying one wrong word, or simply being in the wrong place, could have you killed. It was a miracle that these people even got on with their lives the way they did, not bothering to worry about their state of living because life was simply too short, too harsh, too brutal. If Stasya had a dollar for every child she had seen walking or limping through the town with a missing limb, or two…
The edge of town was the edge of hell itself, or so much like it that the country’s few western visitors would not bother to notice the difference. The Presidential Palace in the city centre and the military buildings which surrounded it gave way to wooden houses and shops with corrugated tin roofs, which gave way to rotting shacks and shanties, and finally to this: a few hastily-assembled tents and improvised shelters which bordered onto the surrounding forests and their wildlife. There was scarcely a day went by in this part of town in which some poor faceless nobody didn’t end up as a hyena’s next meal. If Stasya could have defined a reason as to why, night after night, she walked through this area at two o’clock in the morning, she could only put it down to morbid fascination.
Perhaps she did it to remind herself of the kind of monster that the President of this godforsaken land really was. Maybe she came here to remind herself not to be taken in with the cordial welcome and lavish treatment on offer at the palace, and to remember that there was a good reason she had been assigned to shadow the local United States ambassador for signs of corruption. Maybe she just did this to show herself that even in the worst days of Stalinist Russia, there were always people in world worse off, always masses which were more oppressed. Maybe, she would think to herself, she did this because of the strange feeling it gave her, the air of predatory superiority. She knew that even though men, women and children disappeared here with every passing day, even the most militant insurgents and psychotic Presidential enforcers would be suicidal to attack her. Stasya Afanasii may have been the single least patriotic agent on the FBI payroll, but she was a US government operative, and anyone who tried to kill her would incur the wrath of everyone involved in the country’s extremely tense political situation. Just maybe, it was that feeling of invulnerability which she so relished about being in this place, even as her more rational mind vehemently denied it.
The local bar in this part of Monrovia was little more than a corrugated iron roof on stilts, with a handful of improvised tables positioned underneath. Ambezi, the man who ran the place, was in surprisingly good health for a local, and just about everyone knew that he made a good living from bribes to inform the government of insurgents, or to keep them from knowing. Stasya personally didn’t care who was being told what in this place – it was not as if the situation was ever going to improve. There was a certain open-ness about the rampant corruption in this establishment, though, and in its way that appealed to her. If nothing else, this was one place in Liberia that nobody was going to say shit about her indulging just a little vice when off duty. Walking through the assembled crowds of local workers, migrants and mercenaries, she made her way to the makeshift bar and grabbed a stool to sit down. Ambezi finished serving a heavily scarred customer and wandered over to her, his face beaming happily despite all circumstances. Stasya met his eyes and let the corner of her mouth twitch into a smile. No point worrying in a place like this, after all.
“Good evening, Ambezi.”
“Good evening there, Miss Afanasii. Should I get you your usual?”
“Yes, that should be fine. How’s business?”
“As good as ever, Miss.”
It amused her just how much respect Ambezi paid her; this was the same man who took bribes from the government to have potential rebels tortured to death, and who took bribes from those same rebels to keep the government in the dark. And yet, despite all his mercenary ways, Stasya couldn’t help but think that Ambezi was a nice enough guy underneath it all. He grabbed a bottle of imported Russian vodka from under the bar, and a shot glass. He poured a double in one practiced movement, and handed it to the young FBI agent. Stasya nodded as she took the glass, and passed him a handful of coins; the best black-market vodka in the world was dirt-cheap here. She swallowed the double in one, slamming the glass down onto the bar as the liquid burned down her throat. Ambezi was already pouring out a thin white line of Cocaine on the bar; West Africa was just about the only place in the world where Stasya would even have thought about doing Crack, but if you spent any length of time here it was difficult to avoid, and say what she liked, it did numb the pain of being in a country where half the population carried crippling wounds. Silently, she waited for Ambezi to finish before snorting the line. The barman kept a respectful distance as she took the hit, gasping as her eyes glazed over for a few brief seconds. Shaking her head, Stasya’s vision swam back into focus. She fumbled in her pocket for more money, but was interrupted by Ambezi’s voice;
“Oh no Miss Stasya, I won’t need you to pay for that. You are a good enough customer.”
The young Russian mumbled her thanks and leaned on the bar, letting her mind swim under the effects of the drug. Her shot glass was refilled, and she downed another vodka with barely an effort. After all, a few hours’ sleep later and she would barely feel the hangover; in some ways it could be considered a curse that no matter what she took, she never seemed to suffer for it. She had never allowed her recreational use of Cocaine to really become habitual, and even after a full bottle of vodka she only took four or five hours to recover. It could be considered a curse, perhaps, since her work was the only thing which gave her any impetus to stop.
“Will you be wanting another glass, Miss Stasya?” Ambezi’s voice was distant, muffled by the other noises in the bar and the maelstrom inside her head.
“What…what? No, no just give me the bottle.”
“If…you say so, Miss Stasya. Do be careful out there.”
Another nod as she took the two-thirds-full bottle and began to wander away from the bar into the African night; another handful of coins left on the bar had been enough to keep Ambezi quiet about her being there. She was perfectly confident that none of her superiors would find out that she had spent so much of her free time on this assignment doing vodka and Cocaine. What little guilt she might have felt from doing so was quickly drowned out; after all, her superiors within the Bureau weren’t the ones who had to spend day after day pretending to be nice to genocidal madmen and living in a country where life was so disgustingly cheap. Oh, how it reminded her of the worst parts of home.
“Oh, shit!” Stasya cried aloud as the bottle, still one-third full, slipped from her fingers and smashed on the sandy soil beneath. She had been wandering through the township for the past hour, and by now the effects of the Cocaine were little more than a humming in the back of her mind. She watched, annoyed but powerless, as the remaining vodka soaked into the dry sand.
“Damn…” there was little she could think of to say. Suddenly, she was hit by that all-too-familiar feeling: that horrible, gnawing certainty that something was about to go badly wrong. Feelings like this had saved her life too many times to count, and before she could even assess the situation her head had cleared and her hand grasped the hilt of the .45 tucked in the back of her belt. Quite how she went from heavily intoxicated to stone cold sober like that was something she had never understood, but no matter how severe the effects, no matter what she had taken, Stasya had always been able to push her mind to the hair-trigger state in which it now stood. Her eyes scanned the darkness, glaring at the meagre wooden shacks and dirt-tracked street for any sign of what might have triggered her awareness. From the corner of her eye, she caught them; three shapes, tall, burly, lumbering types, moving down the road towards her with that characteristic air of government thugs. Drawing her heavy pistol from its holster, Stasya grasped the hilt with both hands and kept it pointed just low of the advancing men. If need be, she could fire off enough rounds to drop the three of them, but that would lead to far too much paperwork for her liking.
“Stop where you are”, she said aloud, her voice heavily accented; “I am a United States Government operative, and I am ordering you to stop”.
Ignoring her, the three still approached, the ragged state of their clothes becoming apparent as they neared. Stasya’s eyes narrowed; was it just her, or did those men seem a little…deformed? A pair of unhealthy yellow eyes flashed in the darkness, looking straight at the young woman, and she didn’t hesitate any further. Three loud thunderclaps echoed in the night, and the yellow-eyed creature stopped in its tracks. There was a spluttering, hacking cough as the creature staggered, then collapsed to its hands and knees. Stasya lowered the pistol slightly, waiting to see if the other two would still advance, or flee. She barely got a chance to see them move; the other two were upon her faster than a mere human eye could process, their fists pummelling her body like wrecking balls. The gun was knocked out of her hands, and a blow to her face sent the young woman reeling to the floor. From a little way away, a rasping, animalistic voice called out;
“Stupid little bitch shot me. Three fucking bullet holes! Kill her, kill her now!”
The young FBI agent struggled to her feet, looking around madly as the three creatures encircled her. She had thought earlier that they looked unusually deformed, even going by the standards of the war-wounded people that clung to life here; but what these things showed were not merely injuries, they were outright mutations. The yellow-eyed one, its torn shirt covered in black, viscous ichor from its wounds, advanced towards Stasya, its body seeming to alter further still as it neared. Human hands peeled away like skin from a corpse, revealing scorpion’s pincers growing out of the man’s wrists. The skin on his face stretched and split, clicking chelicerae forcing their way out of the ragged hole which had been a human mouth. Most disturbingly, a long and segmented tail stretched out from between his legs and arched over his back, the pointed sting at the tip dripping venom. The other two men also seemed to stretch and grow from within, their insides apparently tearing their way out of their human skins and they assumed new forms. One of them twisted and transformed into a similar shape, becoming a monstrous bipedal hybrid of human and scorpion. The third man grew altogether bigger than the others, rising to at least eight feet in height as his body filled out into some kind of grotesque, many-legged scorpion-centaur. Forgetting all rationality and all combat training, Stasya simply screamed and turned to run.
The young woman didn’t get far. The things moved with speed that belied their unnatural bulk, the largest of the three colliding with her and swatting her to the ground with its claws. She felt those chitinous pincers carve through the flesh of her back, tearing agonising rents in her muscles. The other two caught up and joined in, kicking and stabbing with feet and claws, beating any resistance out of her. The Russian realised with horrible certainty that she was going to die, that these things, these demons were going to kill her just for the fun of doing so. Through the pain of her injuries, through the pounding of in the back of her head and the taste of her own blood in her mouth, Stasya heard the voices of the creatures as they looked at her dying form.
“Wait, don’t kill her just yet! I’ve been wearing this body for months; it’s coming apart at the seams. Since she put three bullets in me, I think I’ll take her flesh next. Any objections?” It took the injured woman mere moments to realise that this creature was going to somehow possess her, taking her body to replace the one she had damaged. Oh God no, she thought, don’t let it happen!
From behind the three demons there was the thud of metal on sand, and the centaur-like one glanced over its shoulder to see what had made the noise. Unfortunately, the creature did not have time to realise what was going on before the grenade detonated beneath it, blowing its massive body in half. An unearthly scream of pain echoed in the night as the demon was blasted into two, its rear half all but exploding into fragments under the force of the detonation. The front half of the creature, with its human upper body, pitched forward into the earth, black blood spraying across the sand from its mouth and nostrils. The other two were knocked to the ground by the explosion, and as they fell Stasya caught a glimpse of another figure approaching through the dust and smoke. A man in western clothes and long coat, a machete held in one hand, strode through the debris towards one of the fallen demons and drove his blade into the thing’s heart. There was a gurgling scream, and a blood-choked cough as the demon died, followed by the sound of metal withdrawing from flesh. The front half of the scorpion-centaur, still somehow alive despite taking the full force of a grenade blast, scrambled in the dirt to look at the newcomer. There was a flash of steel, and the machete slashed the beast’s throat wide open; dead, the thing collapsed to the ground. The third of the scorpion-creatures had struggled to its feet, and now turned to face the newcomer. As it did so, the surrounding darkness seemed to come alive around the new arrival, the shadows swarming up like a flock of bats to surround him, seeming to merge into his bodily extremities and lending him an utterly unnatural appearance. The man’s voice cut through the night, cold and predatory;
“Run. Now.”
The scorpion-demon quickly decided that the odds were not in its favour, and it pelted away from the scene with all of its preternatural speed. The man glanced at the bodies of the dead demons, and sheathed his machete. Reaching into his coat, he retrieved a bottle of lighter fluid and a box of matches, and quickly set about burning the remains of the monsters. Lying on her back in the dirt, knowing that her wounds were almost certainly going to kill her, Stasya called out in an effort to attract the man’s attention. Her shouts of pain caught his ears, and he turned to her as flames began to consume the demonic carcasses. Slowly, he approached the dying woman; as he neared her, she caught sight of his face and realised just how pale and drawn he looked, and how dark his eyes were on the ghostly whiteness of his face. This time round, she had no trouble believing that this man was not human. She spluttered, her voice choked with the blood in her mouth;
“You…you killed them…what were those things?”
The man’s voice carried an English accent, and his reply sounded like an entry in an encyclopaedia;
“They were once human; then they each became a vessel for an extradimensional therianthropic parasite; a possessing entity which causes its host to mutate according to its needs as a predator. The locals would refer to it as an Ifrit.”
Ifrit, Stasya thought; that was a North African word for a demon, or unclean spirit; was this man being serious? Was all of this actually supernatural, and still real?
“An Ifrit…a demon? Those things were men possessed by demons?”
“Well…’demon’ would just about cover it, I suppose. But yes, they were men possessed by entities which should not be here, which is why I had to kill those which I could.”
“That last one got away.”
“Of course it did; they’re stronger than I am and I couldn’t risk fighting it head-on. I’ll kill it tomorrow night, when I can swing the odds in my favour again.”
“Oh. I see.” Stasya realised just how light-headed she was beginning to feel, and decided that blood loss must be getting to her; she would have fifteen or twenty minutes to live, at a push. She looked back up at the man who had saved her from becoming another demon-host, and stared at his face, particularly his near-black eyes and that mouth which showed just a hint of fang when he spoke.
“You…you look like a vampire. Is that what you are?”
He returned her gaze, looking down at the broken woman.
“Yes, that would be right; and I imagine that I know what you are about to ask for. You believe that you are too young to die, and you want a way out.”
“Please! You can’t just leave me here…I can’t die like this. I don’t want a way out; I just want a way to keep going!”
The vampire’s eyes remained as dark and inhuman as ever, as he made his reply;
“You really don’t know what you’re asking for. I can’t just make you a vampire; I’ll be making you into one of my lineage, a Khaibit. Aside from all the usual aspects of the Curse – which I assure you are not fun – you will spend the rest of your nights with a three-thousand year old duty to uphold. Do you honestly want to spend decades, or centuries hunting and fighting the things with which I share the night?”
Stasya’s voice remained firm, even as she felt blood trickling into her lungs;
“Those things killed me. So yes, I can fight, and I will. I don’t care what kind of vampire you are, what lineage you’re talking about. I want to live, and I want my revenge!”
“That might just be good enough.”
Without a further word, the newcomer crouched down beside her and placed one hand on the back of the woman’s neck. She felt herself being lifted towards him, and the touch of cold, dead lips upon her throat. The feeling was distant a his fangs slid into her soft flesh, the numbing sensation beginning to spread from the bite, and then the indescribable pleasure of the vampire’s Kiss, as her life drained away.
Stasya Afanasii awakened from death mere minutes later, feeling the coldness of hunger begin to gnaw at her stomach. She still had the claw-wounds in her back, chest and stomach, but somehow the pain from them did not feel as intense. Around her, the night seemed more alive; every sound, every smell, every sensation seemed that much more intense. She scrambled to her feet, brushing the dust from her hair, looking around wildly as she tried to imagine the changes she had undergone. Not far away, her Sire stood, and looked at her. When he spoke his voice was cold, devoid of emotion;
“My name is Alexander Gideon. Before you start wondering, let me make it clear that you’ll never see another sunrise. The daytime is barred to our kind, and especially so for our Clan – we are of the Mekhet, from which the Khaibit bloodline branched off in ancient times. You’ll become familiar with the other four Clans in the fullness of time, and possibly with some of their bloodlines as well. You might also want to be aware that fire will burn your flesh like kindling, so it’s best to stay the hell away from naked flames unless you really know what you’re doing. Apart from that, welcome to immortality.”
Stasya blinked, trying to keep up with what was being said;
“Erm…I’m Stasya Afanasii…so I guess the living forever part is true? Well, I assume we can still be killed, given that you didn’t want to fight that last demon toe-to-toe. Though saying that, these injuries I have don’t feel half as painful.”
“Nor will they; your physiology is somewhat different now that you’re dead. When I turned you I fed you enough blood that you wouldn’t go mad with hunger upon waking. That blood is the source of all of your power as a vampire. Try it now – concentrate on those wounds, and imagine the blood flowing into them, healing the damage.”
Stasya did as asked, directing her thoughts towards the blood in her body, directing it into the injuries that the demons had dealt her. The feeling as it happened was unlike anything she had known before; she could feel her body reconstitute itself, cell-by-cell. Within seconds, the wound left after one of the beasts had smashed its claw through her ribcage had completely healed.
“Oh my God!” She could barely believe the excitement in her voice as he stared at the now-flawless skin; “that’s incredible! Can all vampires do this?”
“Yes, but for crying out loud don’t shout about it! Secrecy is the first rule of being a Kindred, above and beyond all else. Now like I said, I gave you enough blood to stop you going mad, but you’ll be feeling the hunger after healing up a wound like that. If you’re going to survive, you can’t let yourself go hungry. The closer you get to starving, the stronger your predatory instincts get. You get hungry enough, and the inner Beast will take control; when it does, the only certainty is that you’ll come to your senses covered in some poor bastard’s entrails. Frenzy is never pleasant, so it’s best to take a little blood, often. It’s best to avoid draining your prey unless you absolutely have to.”
“So I can’t just feed and kill as I like?”
“If Kindred acted like that, then the whole world would know we exist. You have to be careful, and part of the reason I hunt demons is because they are generally far less careful than us. My other reasons come down to heritage, but I’ll teach you about that later. I think it’s time for you to take your first hunt. Plenty of faceless juice-bags in a town like this, so it should be easy to find someone.”
“My first hunt…okay. So we just find someone, knock him out, and then I feed. And I’m not supposed to drain him…that I can handle.”
“We’ll see if you can handle it when you take that first bite, Stasya Afanasii. Prepare yourself, though – because feeding is never as good as the first time.”
Alexander set off at pace, and Stasya quickly began to follow. She was embarking on an entirely new life now, and it seemed to her that there would be a lot of lessons to learn before she could really understand what this deathless, vampiric existence meant.